Weaned from sweetness
Why does God take away the pleasure a beginner finds in prayer? Because that pleasure feeds a quiet vanity the beginner cannot see in themselves.
God treats beginners, John writes, as a mother treats a nursing child: carried and fed on sweetness until she rubs bitter aloe on her breast and sets the child down to walk. Their fervour is real, but they love the taste of it. He sorts their faults under the seven deadly sins, each in a spiritual form: pride that wants to be the confessor's favourite, greed for costly rosaries and images, gluttony for devotional sweetness, anger at their own faults. Effort alone cures none of it.
- spiritual development
- humility
- self-knowledge
- devotion
- spiritual consolation
- virtue
- meditation
- prayer
- spiritual discipline
- desire
Enter a dialogue
- A mother rubs bitter aloe on her breast to wean her child. What is God weaning beginners from when prayer suddenly loses its sweetness?
- Some beginners want to be their confessor's favourite and soften their sins so as not to look bad. Why is this pride rather than devotion?
- Fervent beginners pray whole nights through and take delight in fasting. Why should such zeal belong among the faults a dark night must clear away?
- Someone slips into a fault and turns furious with themselves, as if they ought to be a saint already. Why is that anger a fault too?
- Some devout people keep collecting rosaries, crucifixes and costly images, always swapping one for another. What makes that piety a kind of greed?