Anxiety, the Dizziness of Freedom
Why does a person feel uneasy before a choice nobody is forcing on them? Vigilius Haufniensis answers that anxiety is freedom looking at its own possibility, and that it tells a person what they are.
Fear has an object; anxiety does not. It is the unease a person feels before their own freedom, the way someone looking down from a height feels dizzy not at the drop but at what they might do. Adam in his innocence felt it first, when the prohibition on one tree showed him that he could. Vigilius treats this as psychology rather than doctrine, and the point cuts both ways: anxiety is the condition in which a person can fall, and also the sign that they are spirit, not only a creature of instinct.
- anxiety
- freedom
- possibility
- innocence
- psychology
- spirit
- human nature
- sensuality
- sexuality
- the demonic
- temporality
- time
- eternity
- genius
- fate
Enter a dialogue
- Couldn't anxiety before one's own freedom simply be nerves, better treated by a physician than read as a sign of spirit?
- In innocence there is peace and nothing to struggle against. Why does your pseudonym Vigilius say what stirs there is nothing, and that nothing breeds anxiety?
- Told not to eat from one tree, Adam feels something new. What did the prohibition show him about himself?
- A child is most beautiful asleep, the book says, and the more spiritually developed a person, the less so. What does sleep reveal about spirit?
- Anxiety, the book says, is both repelled and drawn, a fear that also attracts. When does a person feel pulled toward what alarms them?